i do not know how to explain my deep heart , was despair yesterday
about my work, and today i seems lost something again, so terrible for me.......

sorrow follow another sorrow, does that really means once i lost something ,and all haze and terriable rush to me? i do not want to cry or complain anything,

can't find any words to describing all my heartache now...........................................

god bless me please,I need your support so much,i am lonely and weak, even could not find any reason to cry out........