Write right!

Long time no writing, some time i don't know what to write, even I will think about other person's feeling and opinion on reading my blog. but now, i don't care, i don't,because of lonliness!
I am lonely, lonely for a long long time, long long time ago, i am lonely ,after long long time,i am still lonely,I think i can get used to any type of environment,after stay alone, i found it was not easy like the idea formed in my mind.
These days, i was not feeling very well as before,yesterday , i got headache, i took some madecine and slept, as usual, i was suposed to run. The time i am not well, i don't have the right status to work efficiently.Oh, SHIT!
One thing i have to restraint is libido, i have no partners to solve the problem, the only way is masturbation, I know it well that is not good, i have to try hard to make the continence.