i do not know how to explain my deep heart , was despair yesterday
about my work, and today i seems lost something again, so terrible for me.......

sorrow follow another sorrow, does that really means once i lost something ,and all haze and terriable rush to me? i do not want to cry or complain anything,

When I opened my computer this evening, I find it is still nothing for me to do. It is terrible. What should I do at the last time today? Waiting for off duty? Playing games or having a chat with others? I don't know. Maybe I should change the current situation. Remember one told me to keep trying whether you were spare or not. There is something to learn if you have studious eyes.