i do not know how to explain my deep heart , was despair yesterday
about my work, and today i seems lost something again, so terrible for me.......

sorrow follow another sorrow, does that really means once i lost something ,and all haze and terriable rush to me? i do not want to cry or complain anything,

When I opened my computer this evening, I find it is still nothing for me to do. It is terrible. What should I do at the last time today? Waiting for off duty? Playing games or having a chat with others? I don't know. Maybe I should change the current situation. Remember one told me to keep trying whether you were spare or not. There is something to learn if you have studious eyes.

It is sunny today! And I feel very nice. I can go home after 20 days and will have a happy new year with my families. The time flies quickly. I have been working most half of the 2007 in this place. I am lucky to make some friends in our company. And I can have a meet with my university classmates sometimes. Although I always was one myself, I don’t feel lonely.